4/26/06
Well, it seems like nothing has really gone my way this season. Basically sums it up in a whole. Today was just a horrible race from start to finish. We arrived at the track at 2:35, and my race was scheduled for 3:30. I had to walk fast to the track, put my stuff down and immediatley begin warming up. I usually just hang out for a little then I give myself plenty of time to get warm and focused.
Weather was great, conditions couldn;t have been better. But today, I just didn’t feel in it. Even when I did my warm-up accelerations, I couldn’t get any pop from my legs. I felt flat and heavy, and just all around not there. As much as this was going on, I was still nervous and wanted to do well.
Unfortunatley, I placed 3rd in my heat, 11th overall with a horrible time (for me) of 52.21. I had no kick after 200m. Trouble was there was a 48.xx runner in lane 2, I was in lane 3, and as soon as I felt him pass me at the 100m mark, I tried to go with him. It was even until about 250m, then I had nothing to give. It’s pretty embarrasing for me to run like that, especially when as a 16 year old sophomore in high school I set my PB of 51.79 and haven’t been able to run faster since then. What is going on??? Injuries, little time for preparation (football), and conflicting schedules in the Spring really limit how much I can recovery without worrying about Spring Football, weights, track workouts, rest days, etc.
I am just really frustrated, mad, upset, and just very dissapointed in myself. I expected so much more from this season than what had come; The hamstring injury obviously didn;t help as I was out for pretty much 4 weeks, and still plagues me mentally. All I have left to salvage now is the 4x400 relay. I have come to decide that for some reason I am a great relay runner, but when it comes to the open, I can’t put it together. I can just let go in the 4x4 and dish out 50.xx like it’s nothing; but run 50.xx in the open? Hmm I have YET to do that.
So, this little rant of mine is over. I am over it, but I want to make the most from the 4x400 and do the absolute possible best we can with what we got. I think we may dip under 3:20 if everything falls into place.