i just started to realize this myself! They are so vivid and powerful on those days.
About dying… I second 100m001, and i’m often surprised with the realization that others don’t feel as bothered by it, on a regular (this might sound too much?) basis.
My hypothesis is that people who take over-the-average care of their bodies, fear more of losing it (“what a waste…”), while those who just live with it and do nothing to stay young and strong, view it more passively as something that will eventually age … Until it’s all used up and ready to be disposed.
I know probably all of us, according to society’s standards, are too young to be discussing this, but is it really all that “strange” for young people to feel bothered by the notion of dying?
I think it sucks, anyway.
What a pleasant discussion 
>ending with a smiley face, to reinforce humanity’s mask of hiding the bitter truth. :o