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I decided to translate my friend’s interpretation of my painting. I simply find it spectacular, the way he expressed himself and the kind of emotions that he extracted from it. This person is very special, because he fights through life with some difficult health and economic problems (for one, he’s been a sprinter competing with ‘normal dudes’ while having hearing problems, among other things, and the way he’s been reacting to the gun is by sensing the initial motions of the people next to him… and he has run 10.8s consistently…) He is also very well read, and vies life in a very profound way that I admire.
This is what he wrote to me:
" A soul in agony - the heroine (the world), tries to pick up the scattered pieces of her soul (pulling her knee out), with an effort generated from deception, false knowledge of outwardly situations (poisenous mushrooms), and the heroine that we see has entered a rough and brutal atrocious forest that causes plangent and
lacerating crying of the soul. Because of the deception, due to the fact that the soul was untortured, the heroine came to this forest on purpose, as she is staring around with feelings of terror and fear, but meanwhile with admiration and the feeling of sacred. This is her chance to heal herself, in this absolute calamity. The book will offer her medicine for the soul, but because of its thickness, it won’t heal her immediately; there is much effort required, as the depth of the soul is very great and it is hard to extract everything because of our many sufferings. The heroine (the world) would think that she took substantial knowledge from the initial pages, and she would think that by sewing up her knee, she would get better. But after a while, the wound would open up again.
What does it mean when it tears up, when it gets sewed, when it tears up again, gets sewed, and the same thing constantly, constantly and constantly happens again? There is much time required for knowledge to take place, hence the process will always feel at the beginning. Furthermore, the knee being exposed signifies another very important thing!! It means STRESS, due to the sufferings that we endure, which come from voracity, lustiness, anger, and intellectual sleep. This is the reason why our girl tries to cultivate her soul, and from her gaze we understand that she picked up on her mistakes and will take on new feats for internal composure.
What kind of fear can such a painting (that others are describing) possibly cause… on the contrary, it is perfect for internal psychic understanding; meaning that if this thing is happening to me, that means that I understand it, so I only keep going towards my evolution, I do not remain stagnant and knowledge continues. "