Heh. I’m back. Trying to be back. I’m 0% motivated. Work is dragging me down. When I’m done with work I’m dead. Only time I could do weights is 7-8AM in a rush. I could do track at 6PM or so. I now live an hour and a half from the track. This makes things very difficult.
I think my definite retirement might be in the works. The situation unfortunately seems impossible to work out for now. I’ll give it a last try from tomorrow but I think it’s doomed to fail. I’ll be basically repeating the last plan I created, look way back to November 2004 in my journal.
I have done NOTHING since mid November 2005.