No longer just jumping for joyFont Size: Decrease Increase Print Page: Print Jenny McAsey | November 15, 2008
Article from: The Australian
WHAT drives a hurdler who has to leap barriers on the track only to run into brick walls off it?
For 18 months, Justin Merlino, 23, has had reasonable cause to think Athletics Australia’s selectors don’t want him in the sport.
Twice he has achieved at least the minimum qualifying standard - for last year’s world championships and this year’s Beijing Olympics - only to be spurned and left off the national team.
The selection rules have been flexible and discretion used for other young athletes, but never for Merlino, even though he is Australia’s second-fastest 110m hurdler in history with the 13.55sec he ran in March last year.
It would be enough to make most athletes give it away and spend their time on easier pursuits than trying to sprint-hurdle the straight in just over 13sec.
But it is a sign of Merlino’s composed character and strong desire to succeed that he has not become disillusioned.
“A lot of people told me I should have thrown my hands up and spat the dummy but that is not going to change anything,” Merlino said yesterday. “I used it as a fire-in-the-belly thing, to motivate me.”
Not that it hasn’t hurt. His lowest point came this year, when he twice ran the B-qualifying standard for the Olympics (under 13.72sec), but could not crack the 13.55sec A-qualifying time needed for automatic selection.
He had to watch as other athletes who only had the B standard, including long jumper Fabrice Lapierre and marathoner Lisa-Jane Weightman, were sent to Beijing.
“It is hard, especially because they are so inconsistent with their selections,” Merlino said. “They seem to bend the rules for some but not others. In some ways I think, ‘what have they got against me’ but it is out of my control.”
“It is a little bit unfair and what happens is that it drives people out of the sport, but it is not going to drive me out of the sport because I love it and enjoy the training.”
Even after the selectors, led by Melbourne lawyer Peter Fitzgerald, indicated he was not in contention for the Games, in May Merlino went to a pre-Olympics competition in Beijing to run against Chinese star Liu Xiang.
He relished the learning and motivation that came from competing alongside the 2004 Olympic champion and former 110m world record-holder.
And even as he watched the Olympics a few months later from his home in Sydney, he kept training.
Then, last month, Merlino finally got a bit of love from AA - a dollop of reward and recognition for his persistence.
AA’s youth manager Sara Mulkearns rang to say he was included in the new Target 2012 program, an initiative to guide emerging athletes to the London Olympics.
“Without getting technical about selections, he has been a bit stiff,” Mulkearns said. "You think, ‘oh the poor kid’.
"This program is fantastic for him. He was stoked and was the first to get his paperwork in. He was so happy to be recognised, to know AA was looking at him and saying he is the future.
“The inward drive is huge in that young man.”
Coached by Fira Dvoskina, a former Ukraine hurdler who has been coaching for 50 years, Merlino said being part of the program was a confidence boost.
“It means they do see potential in me, and it was hard to see that in the past couple of years,” he said.
“It shows they do believe in me to have a shot for the London Games. We are in the program but it doesn’t mean we are going to be on the team. I still have to put in the performances.”